So once again, I have returned to write, no, more like vent out my present state of mind here.

As the title of this post suggests, I’m suffering from insomnia, but only for tonight, I’m hoping. Since I can’t seem to fall asleep, I thought I might as well rant a little and get some of the things that have been bugging me recently off my mind. Seems like I’m only using this blog for this particular purpose, doesn’t it?

Once again, I’m questioning myself because, as usual, my frivolous mind loves wandering and wondering. Confused? So am I, very much so, in fact.
Reason for my confusion? Life in general- what else? (;

Also, there’s only one person to blame for my confusion. That person? Who else, but me. Me, because, I can never seem to decide on important things. I can’t ever seem to understand the ongoings of my own mind (or sort out the clutter in it for that matter). And of all the thoughts, the most cluttered and confused are those dealing with matters of the heart.

It drives me quite mad and annoyed with my own self when I think about those matters. Especially how indecisive and fickle-minded I can be regarding them. Then, of course, I just remain all the more confused whenever I try to sort them thoughts out.

Sigh. Terrible of me, isn’t it? But I’m hoping and praying I’ll find the answers I’m looking for one day. Preferably, soon.

Right. I might be able to catch some zzzs. I seem to have tired myself a little with this post. I bid you all a good night.

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